B.A.A!

Monday, August 29, 2005

Nothin much happened since i blogged just now.
Headed over to McCafe to study.
And to see him at work.
Gosh.
He look damn good in the uniform..
I really gotta admit that..
lol

Studied my Business Management.
Finally.
I hit the notes.
It's like the first time since school started.
Feel accomplished.
Did 3 big chapters..

While studying,
I had a Himalayan Tea Frappe( again?)
and a Hot Chocolate from Jakin..
hee..
Soooo sinfully nice..

'McCafe de Shuai Ge.'
That's his nickname from a few crazy girls working in Mac.

How i felt?
Lousy..
There are soo many 'what ifs' swimming above me now.

And ya.
Let me indulge in a lil' bit of self pity for a while.
Why can't I be a lil' bit more attractive?
My hair a wee bit more neat.
And a lil' bit better in the art of being bitchy..

Alright.
Self-pity time is over.

I admit i need lots of reassurance.
I admit i see greens easily...

Right

I trust him enough.
I cant blame the him for looking this good and me not so good, can I?

But!!
I dun trust my own species.
We have evolved to be more thick-skinned and more bitchy..
lol

I dunno what else to say..

I'll just pray...

--Mary HAD a little lamb--

10:47 PM